I don’t know if anyone remember, because I haven’t really talked much about it, but I got engaged
back in May and I haven’t done much on the wedding front since.
I mean, a bunch of people I know are currently engaged and I feel like everyone else knows what they are planning on doing, while I’m over here furiously applying for jobs and eating old Thai food leftovers. We haven’t really even settled on a date yet! We haven’t even thought about engagement photos, color schemes, or guest lists. I mean…we did a rough excel sheet of a guest list, but then we totally abandoned that and haven’t looked at it since May.
I was the little girl who never really played house and never fantasized about a “dream wedding”. I had friends who did, but I don’t recall ever really thinking about it. If I did, it was probably a dream wedding with a 2D guy and that doesn’t really count. Suddenly thinking about a wedding after avoiding it for many, many years is a lot more overwhelming than I originally thought. A LOT goes into a wedding!! Don’t even get me started on all the things, I don’t want to think about it yet…even though I should be thinking about it.
From a girl who constantly told everyone that her goal in life was to be a spinster: things have certainly taken a turn down a road I didn’t particularly expect to travel on. I’m excited to travel down this new road of wonders, but I think I need a guidebook of some sort. I’m sure I’ll talk more about my wedding misadventures later on, so take a seat and buckle up, because I’m walking into this blind, and not DareDevil blind where I can at least hear and smell really well, because I’m lacking in those departments as well.